Disclaimer:
Mine with a little help. Don’t like two women
loving each other in the carnal sense, stay
away. Don’t like SM, stay away. Hope you
enjoy. PWP

Ash White
By Panther
I
remember that night well, the night that I had
first met her.
Before that night, I had only known what gossip
the maidservants and scullery maids exchanged
with each other. I had long since
learned the art of listening without being seen
and being in my thirteenth year, caught between
the threshold of being of age and a child, there
would times when even the adepts would pass a
tidbit along to me as I tended to the most
trivial of their niceties.
No
one had knew where she had come from or her
lineage. Everyone knew she was a Warrlorder, a
title that disregarded her being a woman. It
was said that she was a D’Angelque, for her
beauty was absolutely breathtaking. There were
rumors of her rare talent of war that rivaled
the sellswords of the Sahttal Brotherhood. All
attested to the inhuman darkness that turned her
eyes to shades of ash.
Little did I know how understated such gossip
was.
My
name is simply Gizelle. I know nothing of my
mother or father, therefore I have no surname to
call my own. I am simply Gizelle.
I
was a foundling, taking in as a fosterling into
Lianas House when my face had caught the
Donimica’s eye. The peasant who had picked me
from the rancid gutter was paid a fair enough
price in his eyes and thus was born my present
life.
As
all fosterlings are indebted to their House, I
was trained in the art of serving of Dinah. The
Donimica of Lianas House had decided to keep my
marque and I was shuttled into the training of
the pleasure arts along with several other
children. It was because of this that I had the
rare treat of finally attending the Midnight
Masque.
While every House of the thirteen in the
Nocturne Court has their own Masque at some
point in the year, the Midnight Masque is an
event that is entirely different. It’s roots
are older than the coming of Yeuha, and it is a
celebration of the passing of the old year.
Lianas House has the honor and privilege of
being the host of the Midnight Masque for they
are the First House. The walls of all the other
Houses empty and their doors shut as they all
flock to Lianas House. Being a Masque, all
Houses attend with their adepts, guests, and
Donimicas dressed in splendid costumes and some
dressed in close to nothing at all.
There is no exchange of coins or fulfillments of
contracts on this night. Any liaisons are
arranged from pure fancy and taste. Not being
of age, I was, much to my dismay, exempt from
such revelry. No patrons are allowed, save for
those that have been granted a token by a
Donimica. Such tokens are a rarity, given only
to those of royal lineage or those who are
deemed worthy of Dinah’s embrace.
She
was such.
I
had been circulating amongst those present with
my tray of ritual joie, serving the
guests, before the Donimica’s along with
Tamarina, Lazarethe, Rabecca, and Fauber, when
there was a commotion that drew a gathering
crowd in the doorway of the Great Hall.
“Torisie d’Belcrot.”
Murmurs erupted from those around me as I wormed
my through the sea of bodies, my tray of potent
joie tipping precariously, a few of the
tiny crystal glasses nearly upsetting their
precious contents. When I first laid my eyes
upon her, my legs turned to water, depositing me
neatly into a kneeling position at her feet.
She
was tall, as tall, if not taller, than the
tallest man I had ever seen. While everyone
else in attendance were dressed in white,
silver, gold, and gossamer, she was dressed in
black. Her drake mask was the so black that it
seemed to eat up all the light as a pair of
horns sprouted from just above her slanted
eyeholes and curled back over her head. She
wore black knee high boots with black leather
trousers tucked into them. Steel vambraces
glinted from her forearms as her black gloves
conformed to her long fingered hands. A shirt
of ebony silk shimmered with her every movement
from underneath her black velvet cloak.
Her
skin, what little I could see, was a dusky shade
that attested her time beneath the sun. Her
shoulders were broad, broader than some men that
I knew, a clear statement of her strength. Her
walk was confident, sure and dominant.
And
her eyes.
Her
eyes were inhuman. They were the palest of pale
gray, cold and steely, like the finest of
marble. They were arresting and alluring,
shocking and frightening. Any who stood in her
gaze would have surely trembled under her
scrutiny.
I
knelt, the crystal chiming against the silver
plate with my trembling, my head bowed.
Her
boots stopped in front me, the toes inches from
my skin. The gossamer tunic that I wore did
nothing to assuage the cold shiver that trickled
down my spine.
“Joy.” I managed to breath out.
I
heard her pilfer a glass and swallow the joie
before she deposited in back empty onto my
tray. Cool leather caressed my cheer, cupping
my chin. I shuddered as she raised my face to
meet hers. Her white gray eyes speared right
through me and branded my soul. She leaned down
and tilted my face to grace me with a gentle
kiss. My eyes fluttered shut, my body singing
as I tasted the cold spice of joie and
the earthy fire of her lips.
“Joy.”
Her
low voice rumbled over the silent gathering as
she stood to her full height. She gave me
another small touch before she was swallowed up
by the attendants of the Midnight Masque,
leaving me kneeling on the cold polished stone
floor.
I
gather what wits I had left and rose onto
shaking legs. My tray of crystal glasses was
emptied of all joie, granting me the
reprieve of slipping into the kitchens for a
brief respite.
Somehow I managed to secret her glass beneath
one of the cabinets in the kitchens.
I
was sent back on my way with a fresh tray of
full glasses all too soon. Glass after glass
was taken and drunk, some of the attendants
gracious enough to return them to my tray while
others simply allowed them to fall from their
hands to shatter upon the floor. Most paid
little mind to me, other than to compliment on
how I would look when my virgin-price was to be
bid.
She
was another story entirely.
I
was aware of her eyes constantly watching me,
following my every move. It was unnerving and
exciting. I snuck glances at her, trying to see
if I could catch her at her game. It was a
foolish endeavor. She was far too quick and
cunning for me to best her at her game.
The
Donimica noticed this and a calculating smile
curled the corners of her lips. It would be
this smile that sealed a large portion of my
fate.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
My
fourteenth anniversary came far too slowly for
me. I had been impatient since the night that I
had tasted Torisie on my lips. The nights that
I had spent underneath my covers with my fingers
caressing her glass and my soundless mouth
breathing her name had drawn out my misery. I
knew that she would not come, that she would not
deign to bid on a fresh, inexperienced
courtesan. Still, I could not help but hope and
pray to Dinah that she would be there to at
least witness the bidding.
Serria, one of the adepts that had me in her
charge and the only one who had a measure of
fondness in her heart for me, dressed me that
night. I was nervous and elated as I stood
impatiently. Serria shook her head and poked me
in the side as she buttoned up the nape of my
forrest green gown of crushed velvet. I stared
at myself in the viewing glass, trying to
convince myself that the creature in the mirror
was indeed me.
“You
will make your marque before your twentieth
anniversary.”
I
turned my head, pausing ever so slightly at the
absence of hair brushing against my neck.
“Truly? You believe that it will be so?”
Serria traced my bared back, her lacquered nails
brushing against the circular cutout edged with
silver piping. A small smile was reflected
towards me from her twin in the viewing glass.
“You
are a D’Angelque. It will not be your flawless
alabaster skin or the beautiful features of your
face.”
I
blushed, irritated at the feeling of the heat
that I was sure had spread to the very tips of
my toes.
“No,
my dear Gizelle, it will be your eyes that will
attract the majority of your patrons.”
Her
fingers were warm against my skin as she settled
them on the curve of my neck.
“You
have eyes that would rival any gem and with
depths that would rival any ocean. They are
azure, sapphire, cerulean, topaz, cerulean.
They are charming, captivating, full of
something that can only be described as
ethereal, otherworldly.” Serria patted the small
of my back as she stepped back a pace. “Pure,
innocent seduction.”
I
stared at myself, trying to see in myself when
she saw.
I
did not.
I
had been raised in a court, a House were
imperfection was none existent. The adepts, the
Donimica and her Scion were all beautiful,
breathtaking in their own unique beauty. I had
not musical talents like Serria, nor did I
posses any incredible, discernible features,
like Rabecca’s ermine white hair. I stared at
the plain creature in the viewing glass, wishing
that I possessed these talents.
A
maidservant knocked upon the door and inquired
upon my state of dress. The Donimica’s guests
had all arrived and were all waiting for my
presence.
Serria embraced me for a brief moment before
thrusting me towards the door. I thanked the
maidservant, drew in a deep breath, and strode
to the Great Hall, towards my fate.
All
had been seated and silver plates and platters
set before them. The Donimica gave a shallow
nod of approval from her seat at the very head
of the immense table, her beautifully aged face
unbreaking in it’s stoic seriousness. I took my
own seat at the very end of the table, very
aware of the dozens of eyes that were on me.
I
sat upon pins and bobbins throughout the entire
meal.
Those closest to me attempted to draw me into
their conversations, and while I was ever
thankful for something to occupy the chaotic
thoughts in my mind, I listened with only half
an ear. There were those who had the audacity
to touch me upon the shoulder or the arm,
something the Donimica tolerated with hidden
irritation. I did not reciprocate the gesture,
only smiled up at their wanton faces and
nodded. Others, thoroughly inebriated, spoke
loudly of me, of wanting to discover my true
assets. These I swallowed with hardly a raised
eyebrow.
What
I sought, I did not find.
She
was not there.
I
braved the merriment with a smile, abet a little
forced. While I was disappointed with her
absence, I was still eager for my very first
assignation.
The
Donimica concluded the meal and adjourned all
her guests to the Grand Ballroom. The House
clock chimed the hour of middle night just as
everyone was comfortably ensconced on their
padded cushions and reclining divans. Servants
poured chilled wine into every chalice before
retiring to the fringes of the room, silently
waiting for the need of their service.
I
knelt on a cushion at the Doniminca’s feet, my
dress pooling around me in a verdant halo.
“The
time for bidding is at hand. Who shall start
open this gift this servant of Dinah is
offering?” Her voice was powerful without
volume, silencing all conversations in the room.
“Three hundred.” A deep voice intoned from the
back from Lord Decampo, a man with a ponderous
middle and muddy brown eyes.
“Four hundred.” Another aristocrat motioned
lazily.
“Pah, a insult, surely.” Lady Selethe smiled
warmly at me, a wink ghosting across her eyes.
“Six hundred.”
“Six
fifty.”
Lady
Selethe did not seemed place that her adversary,
Ducess Relquina, was bidding against her.
“Seven hundred.” A man in crimson silk and an
eyepiece stared at me, his eagerness apparent in
his trousers.
“Eight hundred.”
The
bidding bounced from sophisticate to
sophisticate, the price higher and higher with
each bidding. I could scarcely believe that my
virgin-price would amount to this much, as I
gazed wide-eyed at all of the Donimica’s
guests.
“Seven thousand five hundred.”
I
had long since ceased to trace the bid to it’s
issuer, my eyes and my neck aching from
attempting the task. The Donimica seemed
pleased that at my price, as her eyes had
lightened. Her face itself was still cold,
without emotion.
I
glanced at my bidder, a gentleman with a thin,
pinched look about him. He was tall, if the
length of his body was any indication, and his
eyes were hard chips of flint, razor sharp. He
swung his calfskin boots off of the divan he was
reclining on, the anticipation glowing from his
narrow shoulder when no one contested his bid.
The
Donimica waved her Scion over, a contract
already scribed for the occasion. My bidder
stepped forth, his eager movements giving him
the appearance of a bird, a stork or a crane.
He took the pen and was about to ink his name
upon the bottom of the vellum when a low cough
rang throughout the hush that had fallen.
“Ten
thousand.”
The
Donimica discreetly withdrew the contract,
turning her eyes to the shadowed form in the
doorway of the Grand Ballroom.
A
tall woman in dull armor made of steel and black
leather stepped forth, white gray eyes glaring
at the birdlike aristocrat that was simpering
before her. She strode up to the Donimica’s
elevated chair, stripping her long fingered
hands of their leather coverings. Steel mail
chimed softly as she bowed slightly to the
Donimica, her eyes dismissing the guests that
were whispering amongst themselves.
“Do
you issue a counter-bid?” Her voice was hard,
laced with a hint of intimidation.
He
shook his head, retiring to his chair, glaring
at her broad back safely from behind her.
The
Donimica handed her my contract, watching
intently as her Scion recorded Torisie
d’Belcrot’s neat signature. She sealed it with
her signet, taken from the chain around her
neck. Fine sand was poured over the ink and
thus, my virgin-price had been paid.
I
rose from my kneeling cushion, hardly daring to
believe that my angel, my dark seraph had come.
I trembled, unable to look her in the eye. My
weak knees bent in a deep curtsey, the
temperature in the room chilling me to my soul.
Images of a vision becoming reality filtered
through my mind’s eye. Terrors of mistakes and
mishaps shook my courage to the very quick. My
chest felt heavy as I eager awaited her word.
Tonight would be the night of my liberation, of
my freedom at the hands of my dark seraph.
Alas, it was not to be.
Torisie passed a bit of parchment to the
Donimica and left just as quickly as she had
come, leaving me adrift in my sea of confusion.
She had paid ten thousand markks, surely she was
going to collect upon it. Despair raced through
me, bringing the unfamiliar sting of tears to my
eyes.
The
celebration was ended and I was left standing
alone with the Donimica as all the guests
filtered out. She stared at me, her hand
reaching up to cup my chin.
“No
tears, now. The Warrlorder does not mean to pay
and leave without collecting your virgin-price.”
She passed to me the fragment of parchment that
Torisie had handed her. “It would appear that
Torisie wished for you to attend a masque with
her on the eve after next. She will collect
then. Is that acceptable to you, Gizelle?”
I
nodded, cradling the paper as if it were a
bird. I curtsied low and hurriedly dismissed
myself from an inwardly Donimica, eager to
secret away my new treasure from prying and
public eyes. My crushed spirit has once again
been graced with mended wings.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
True
to her word, Torisie sent a carriage for me on
the night after the next of my bidding. I sat
on the velveteen, shaking from both the
irregularities in the road and from my own
anticipation. The streets and avenues seemed to
pass far too slowly as the handsome pair of bays
made their way towards Torisie’s abode.
I
could barely contain my anxiety as we passed
through a pair of orate, wrought iron gate and
approached a large, stone manor. A butler was
waiting at the larger double doors to escort me
to my guests chambers. He bowed and ushered me
in, passing my vermilion cloak to a
maidservant. I climbed up a set of stairs after
in, thanking him softly as he held open the
first door in the torch-lit hallway.
Two
personal servants were awaiting me, a large,
steaming bath settled between them. They took
my dress and bodice, placing them on the neatly
made bed. I was scrubbed twice over with soft
soap, dried off and massaged with fragrant,
exotic oils. I floated in my lassitude, my
anxiety placated just a bit, as they brushed my
hair until it shone like a rook’s wing.
“My
Lady, it is time.”
I
blinked and nodded, turning on my back to sit up
as one of the maidservants held out my evening
garment. She held it out for my inspection, her
eyes darting between it and me.
To
say that I was shocking is entirely inadequate.
It
was a rope harness that certainly left nothing
to the imagination. Deftly, artfully placed
knots gave it it’s shape, creating white
triangles that glimmered with the gold threading
interweaved in the soft linen. It would have
left me naked before all the attendants of the
masque.
The
servant took no mind of my protests and helped
me into the contraption, tugging here and there
to ensure that the fit was snug. I stood there,
in all my mostly naked glory, trying to find a
calm to my clamoring trepidation. The other
servant slipped a half-mask over my face,
sweeping my long, fair hair to settle about my
shoulders.
I
stared at myself in the viewing glass, a naked
creature with naught but a white phoenix mask
and rope triangles for covering.
“Exquisite.”
I
whirled around, nearly upsetting myself and the
two personal servants.
Torisie stood, leaning against the door, dressed
as always in her black attire. She stalked
towards me, her eyes caressing my exposed
frame. A frown marred her perfect face, drawing
her black brows in a deep furrow.
“However, your dress seems to be missing
something….”
She
motioned for her butler to enter, plucking a
velvet bag from his hand. A quick pull and it’s
contents were emptied into her hand.
She
encircled me in her arms, my skin burning with
the cold collar that she clasped around my
neck. Torisie held me at arm’s length, studying
the effect. She seemed satisfied, for she
slipped on her drake mask and motioned for me to
come.
Obediently, I followed.
We
took the same carriage that had transported me
to her manor, Torisie staring intently during
the entirety of the journey. Her ash gray eyes
burned me from within, sending my own eyes
skittering everywhere but at her. My actions
did not go unnoticed, for she reached over to
take my hand in hers. I managed not to sigh too
loudly, my exhalation masked by the whine of the
carriage wheels against stone.
We
arrived at the masque all too soon, the slowing
of the carriage taking her hand with it. We
disembarked in the courtyard of an opulent manor
that was brightly lit within and without. She
offered her assistance in aiding me in my
decent. I was surprised to have her throw a
cloak of sheer gossamer about my shoulders,
clasping it with diamond bespeckled pendant of a
hawk. A doorman ushered us in, guiding us
through a pair of glass doors and out into the
inner courtyard.
A
marquee had been erected within the inner
courtyard, sheltering the masked attendants from
the night sky. We were met by the noble who was
gracious enough to host the masque at his
manor. Torisie inclined her head, her greeting
as silent as creeping death. He returned the
gesture, abet deeper.
“How
wonderful it is for you to grace us with your
presence.” The red fox gave a bit of a start as
his eyes met my body. “Might I have the pleasure
of knowing this striking creature accompanying
you?”
She
motioned me over, her motions lazy while her
body was thrumming with tension.
“This is Gizelle. She is my consort for the
night. Gizelle, might I introduce you to Marrus
de Enviers, Lord of the de Enviers manor in
which we are situated at the present moment.”
I
curtsied, murmuring my well wishes.
A
loud commotion at the doorway caused him to look
past us. Torisie seized the opportunity and
excused us from his graces. She seated herself
on a cluster of padded cushions, motioning for
me to do so as well. I knelt obediently, my
eyes taking in her resplendent confidence. She
reached her hand out to me, her head tilted just
the slightest in a silent question. I took it,
allowing myself to be pulled towards her.
The
entertainment for the night was arranged in the
middle of the semi circle of cushions and
reclining forms. Bards and troubadour plied
their arts, as did a performer, gladly accepting
the treats and trinkets that inebriated
aristocrats passed off to them. Torisie and
myself were the only ones who had restrained
themselves to a minute amount of alcohol.
The
masque wound down rather quickly as the night
passed the middle mark, leaving the nobles alone
in their shadowed seductions and wine induced
slumber. We watched them, interested, her with
her hand stoking my hair and myself with my
cheek pressed against the smooth leather of her
boots. Torisie endured this inactivity for all
that she could before she stood and reached a
hand down to me.
She
excused herself from the masque, stopping to bid
Marrus de Enviers a good eve. He grunted
something at her, too intent on his tryst with a
maidservant. We climbed into our carriage,
Torisie again helping me into the coach. Our
return to her manor was just as silent as our
departure, her hand cradling mine in a light
grasp.
Once
we had been deposited in her our courtyard, she
waved off her doorman. Instead, she hooked a
finger underneath my collar, pulling her towards
me. I fell against her, a willing captive. Her
eyes searched mine, her hands cradling my head
in hers.
“Tonight, you are mine.”
I
weakly nodded, swallowing hard against the heat
that burned through me.
She
released me, turning neatly on her heel.
“Come.”
I
followed her through the doors, past the stairs
and into a dimly lit corridor. She ushered me
through a plain door, closing and locking it
behind her.
It
was a plain room with no ornate or gilded things
that are usually found in wealthy manors. The
bed was plain, stuffed with plucked feathers and
sheeted with black silk. The frame, headboard,
and footboard was plain oak, sanded and
lacquered to a fine, glossy finish. A cabinet
stood beside it, devoid of any carvings. There
was a fireplace on one wall, a pair of crossed
swords being the only ornamentation in the room.
Thick tapestries lined to stone floors, leeching
away the chill that would have pervaded
otherwise.
Pair of hand unclasping my cloak startled me,
making me turn swiftly around to face Torisie.
She lifted it from my shoulders, settling it on
a chair in a corner that I had missed.
“Would you like something to drink?”
I
shook my head, my throat too dry for a verbal
answer.
She
divested me and herself of the masks, setting
them with my gossamer cloak. I watched her as
she made her way to a small table that had a
decanter and a glass set upon it. She poured a
measure of pure water into the glass, bringing
it to her lips. My eyes followed the undulating
lines of her swallows, tracing the path of an
errant drop of water that had escaped.
Torisie approached to me until our bodies were
mere breaths apart, holding the glass up to my
dry lips.
“Drink.”
I
did as she bade, sipping on the sweet water. A
smile curled her lips, catching the corner of my
eye. I nearly coughed, upsetting a bit of
water. I reached a hand to wipe away the
accidental moisture, a flush coloring my cheeks,
making my embarrassment rather apparent. She
stilled my hand, her eyes focused the trickle
that meandered down my chin.
I
gasped as her lips brushed against my skin,
tracing the droplets’ journey back to my mouth.
Her kiss was a whisper, a bare caress that was
light enough to make me think I was dreaming of
her again. Her fingers teased the interrupted
planes of my bared skin, her nails drawing out
shivers that shook me like an autumn
leaf.
I
let out a cry as she deftly twisted one of the
knots in my rope dress, just so that knot
perched on my nether lips tightened, biting into
me with sweet, painful pleasure. My body fairly
thrummed as I pressed my face into her neck,
trying to regain some sense of composure. She
wrapped me in her strong embrace, filling me
with a sense of warmth and safety that I had
never felt.
“Do
you wish to continue?” Her low voice brought
forth another shiver.
I
nodded, extracting my face from her neck. She
smiled and kissed me again, gentle parting my
lips with her silken tongue. I entangled my
hands in her hair, drinking in the intoxicating
taste of her. While I had had many long arduous
hours of study in my art, her kisses were
infinitely more sensual then the instructional
demonstrations that I had received. It felt as
if she was she had ignited a fire in me, her
sweet skin burning me, her breaths branding my
own name upon me, her lips searing all the
fantasies that I had built of her.
She
pulled away, her eyes holding me bound and
captive before her.
“Are
you mine?”
I
nodded, incapable of speech.
A
small smile brushed the fringe of cold ash,
making them glitter in the flickering
candlelight.
“You
are aware what a signaling is, yes?”
I
nodded once more.
“Then you are aware of what I am asking you.”
Torisie leaned her forehead against mine, a
interesting feat as I was considerably more
diminutive in stature.
“Yes, My Lady.” My voice was mangled, hoarse and
raw.
“No,
I want no titles between us.” Her thumbs brushed
the corners of my lips, making them quiver
against my will. “What will by your word?”
A
title surged forth, poring forth from my tongue.
“Seraph.”
She
nodded, gracing my forehead with a chaste kiss.
“Undress me, Gizelle.”
I
did as she bade, sliding her heavy cloak of
black from her broad shoulders. Her silk shirt
pooled like liquid ebony, slipping from my
fingers. My hands trembled as I knelt before
her, trying to extract her feet from her boots.
My body shook as I gazed up at her, my unsteady
hands attempting to unlace the draws in her
trousers.
“No.” She stopped me, pulling away just enough
to allow the air to settle between us. “Later.”
I
was led to the bed, her body guiding mine in
reverse. She gave my shoulder a gentle shove
when I could go o further, sending me onto my
back. Her long frame loomed above me, a
predator staring down at her prey. Her hair
cascaded down her shoulders, curtaining her
actions as she bent to feast upon the skin of me
neck.
I
bared it to her, my eyes shuttering shut as her
lips traveled lower and lower, her smooth tongue
soothing the painful nips that her teeth
extracted upon me. She took my wrists in one of
her hands and pinned them to the mattress, my
upstretched arms baring my breasts to her
pleasure. The other was cupped around the
breast that was not occupied by her mouth,
caressing it lightly, bidding the fine hair on
my skin to raise.
I
arched and cried out as her hand wandered lower,
her fingers combing through the trimmed hair
between my legs. She released my wrists,
motioning for me sit up against my silent
protests.
“On
your knees.”
I
knelt on the edge of her bed, my mouth drier
than the sands of the Shalhal Desert. The
whisper of drawn steel echoed off the walls,
drawing my attention to the blade that she held
up for my perusal. She placed it against my
cheek, the cold searing against the heat that
suffused my body. The keen blade traced the
outline of my face, her eyes following its path
with focused intent. It slid off the end of my
chin to settle in the valley between my breasts,
rasping against the my harness.
A
swift flick of Torisie’s wrist and a slip of her
hand and the blade was buried to the hilt in the
mattress between my legs. She cocked her head
to the side, pulling me towards her by the nape
of the neck. Her hands traced the dips and
hills of my hands, curling around my wrists and
up my arms. Her fingers slipped underneath the
bonds on my chest and swept up, taking my arms
with them as she twisted the rope once and hung
me from a hook embedded in the overhanging
rafter. Somehow, she had managed to divest and
bind me in one movement.
She
bade to me come off the bed, helping me in the
endeavor. I was hung, suspended by my arms, on
the tips of my toes.
Torisie eased behind me and removed the blade
from the bed, running the point between my
shoulders and down my back.
“Remember your signal, Gizelle.”
I
nodded.
Her
blade was sharp, exceedingly so, as was the pain
when she parted my flesh. I grew breathless as
her blade marked a sigil upon my back with
excruciating slowness. A curtain of crimson
washed over my eyes, making my vision blur. Her
hands caressed me, perversely gentle as my body
grew as taut as a drawn bowstring. The thin line
of my own hot blood trickled down my back, down
the crease between my cheeks and down my legs.
I felt Torisie’s tongue on my back, tasting the
path that my blood had taken.
She
ceased cutting and emerged from behind me, her
lips stained crimson. Her eyes were luminous
and full of something that desire could not
touch upon. She bent to her to kiss me, to give
me a taste of myself on her lips. I leaned into
the kiss, unmindful of the rope that was cutting
into my skin. Torisie took pity on me and
placed herself before me, her free hand cupping
my chin.
A
sharp point against the hollow in my neck pulled
me away from her. She smiled down at me, her
teeth white and even. I swallowed as it trailed
up to my chin, forcing me to tilt my head up. I
felt it prick my skin, a tiny star of pain that
wrapped itself around my face like a tender
lover.
“You
wear my mark, Gizelle, and my collar.” Torisie
murmured into my ear as her arms encircled me,
her blade’s touch light enough to draw an angry
red line down my spine. “Yet, I desire to claim
you completely. Will you allow me that
pleasure?”
I
nodded earnestly.
She
released me, catching me as I swayed unsteadily
on me feet. I felt lightheaded and inebriated,
like I had drunk a flagon of the most potent of
wines. She swept me up in her arms, cradling me
like a little child. I curled in her embrace,
my hands clutching at the unforgiving strength
she so easily displayed. I closed my eyes,
drinking in the feel of her skin, the heady
scent that was uniquely hers, the heat that
radiated from her muscular frame. I felt her
seat herself on the bed, settling me in her lap.
“Gizelle?”
The
worry in her voice touched me to the very
quick. My tongue had ceased to function, so I
assured her that I was quite well in a different
manner. She groaned and tightened the circle of
her arms as I suckled on the vein on her neck.
Emboldened by her response to my touch, I
allowed my mouth to travel lower and lower, my
lips and tongue mapping each small, pale scar
that marred her beautiful chest.
A
low growl rose from the depths of her chest,
vibrating through the both of us. She twisted
and laid me out on my back, her body pinning
mine against the cool sheets. I pressed my hips
against her taut stomach, my head thrown back in
pure pleasure as she ground down against me.
I
whimpered when she shifted, a small part of
myself fearing that I had disappointed her, that
I had been inadequate. She breathed
reassurances into my skin, her blunt nails
grounding me to the welcome reality of her solid
presence. Her hair brushed over my breasts,
trailing like silken midnight over my stomach as
she laid her head against my thigh. Her breaths
ghosted across the sensitive skin of my inner
thigh, drawing out shudders that shook my entire
being.
All
of my training could not have prepared me for
the shock of her mouth on my nether lips. I
fair sprang out of the bed when she pressed a
gentle kiss there. My heart thundered against
the confines of my chest as her tongue parted my
folds. Her hands cupped my cheeks, lifting me
up as she tasted the desire that painted the
inside of my thighs. I buried my hands in her
hair, holding her as close as I could.
She
traced my lips with her fingers, teasing me
relentlessly. I cried out as she slid them into
my wetness, filling me. She slowly thrust one,
then two of her long fingers inside, her tongue
stoking my nub in tandem. I rocked against her,
trying to draw her deeper. She refused me,
insistent on her slow rhythm. I settled my
hands on her shoulders, fearful that I would
tear out her hair as my fingers clenched.
Torisie brought her lips back to mine, sharing
the taste of my own desire with me. I wrapped
my arms around her shoulder, ravishing her lips
with pure carnal need. She allowed my
transgression, permitting the invasion of her
mouth. Her fingers stroked me still, making my
body strain against hers.
She
swallowed my cry as she suddenly pushed past my
veil. I tore myself away from her, burying me
face in her shoulder, the throbbing pain leaving
spots of black beneath my eyelids. She held me,
her fingers still inside me.
“Gizelle?”
I
detached my face from her shoulder long enough
to whisper hoarsely into her ear.
“Please.”
I
felt her cheek rub against mine as she slowly
pulled back. Her eyes were soft and gentle, a
warm gray as she kissed me sweetly.
The
pad of her thumb softly stroked my nub, making
me push up against her hand once more. I
groaned, my eyes shutting on their own accord as
she dusted my eyelids, my cheeks, and my lips
with light kisses. I stopped her, cradling her
head in my hands. She stilled, staring at me
with unblinking desire.
I
kissed her again, teasing her lips to allow her
tongue to come out a play. She welcomed the
invitation and explored my mouth with infinite
slowness. I wrapped my legs around her, opening
myself fully to her fingers, pressing myself
harder onto her. She acquiesced and stroked her
thumb harder against me, bringing me higher than
I had ever been before.
A
strangled cry issued forth from my lips as my
climax ripped through me. I felt as if I had
been stuck my a wave of heated water, like I had
detached myself from my own body. I felt myself
contracting around her fingers, as if I was
trying to anchor her to that spot. Torisie
swallowed my cry, her fingers slowing as her
palm curled to cup my sex.
When
the wondrous tremors finally ceased, I forced my
eyes to open. She was staring down at me,
concern and need warring with each other in her
eyes. I brought my nails down over her chest,
raking them over he nipples, and down her
stomach. Her breathing stilled for a long
moment as she bowed her head, her gray eyes shut
tight. I retraced the path that my fingers had
taken, outlining the tendons that stood out in
her neck.
I
felt hot leather against my skin, reminding me
of her state of dress. I reached down to unlace
her trousers, only to stop at the sudden
surprise encased in them.
A
smile turned up the corners of my lips as I
pressed against hardness in them. She clenched
her jaw tight and pushed down against me, her
arms braced on either side of my head. I
slowly unlaced her trousers, dragging them off
the perfect slope of her buttocks. She wore no
undergarments beneath her pants, leaving her
phallus unrestrained. I took it in my hand,
wrapping my fingers around it.
She
gasped as I pushed against it, gliding my hand
from the tip to the base in long easy strokes.
Her body quivered as my other hand slipped
between her nether lips, her desire white hot
against my fingers. I brought it up to taste
her, to burn the essence of her into my mind.
She tasted of earth and fire, of spices and sun,
simply divine.
I
reached for one of her hands, cupping it in my
own, bringing it down between our bodies. I
curled it around her phallus, cupping my hand
over hers, guiding her movements. Her chest
heaved in pants as she rested her forehead
against mine.
Slowly, I led both our hands to guide the head
of her phallus towards my opening. I tilted my
hips towards her, my legs wrapped around her
hips. She let out a tremendous groan as she
sank completely into me, her teeth pressed
against my neck. She halted briefly for a
moment, the blood visibly pounding in her
temples.
Her
eyes opened slowly, dark gray and stormy. She
curled her hands under my back, grasping my
shoulders as she began to thrust into me. Her
phallus filled me, rubbing against my sex with
each drive of her hips. Her eyes remained on
mine, drawing me into their depths, stoking the
embers that my first climax had left behind.
Torisie bared her teeth as she quickened the
pace of her hips, thrusting harder and faster.
I felt the welcome rush of an orgasm burn
through me once more and clutched at her
buttocks, pulling her closer. Her eyes shut
tight once more as she arched into me, the
muscles in her arms shaking against mine. Our
cries joined together, echoing off the stone
walls of the room, falling back on our deaf
ears.
Torisie was far from through.
She
turned me ever so gently onto my back before she
covered me with her body. Her phallus pressed
against the small of my back, her forefinger
tracing the rim of my aperture. I was helpless
as she slipped into another part of me, then
back out to tease me once more. My mind
conjured images of her pushing into me there,
with her fingers, with her phallus. My sex
tightened, my body singing once more for her.
She
seemed to sense my arousal, her smile brushing
against the skin behind my ear.
“May
I, Gizelle?”
I
nodded eagerly, anything to ease the pleasant
ache that twisted in the pit of my stomach.
She
pushed a single finger inside me, thrusting as
she had when she had entered me before. Slowly,
she acquainted me to the feel of the invasion.
One
soon became two and I felt like I was a winged
creature, taking flight for the first time.
Torisie removed her fingers, much to my dismay,
and splayed her hands on my hips. She pulled me
towards her, positioning me with my head
pillowed on my arms. Her knee nudged mine
further apart, allowing the rush of air to cool
my burning skin.
I
felt the head of her phallus circling my
aperture as her finger had. I tensed, knowing
full well that her fingers had not been as
larger as her shaft was. Torisie leaned against
my back once more, caressing away my fears with
her powerful hands.
Slowly, ever so slowly, she eased her phallus
into me, careful to move as slowly as my
clenched muscles would allow. It hurt, it
burned and burned like nothing I had ever
experienced before, leaving me in a dazed
stupor. I felt as if she were stretching me,
her shaft hard and deep within me. Every small
motion of her hips sent a jolt through me that
made me moan.
The
sweet, sweet pain slowly blossomed into pleasure
as she slowly increased the depths of her
thrusts. I shuddered as I felt her phallus
inside me, her fingers teasing my nub. She bent
her head, her hair tickling as it swept across
my back, her mouth tracing her brand on my
skin. The cuts stung as the salt on her tongue
melded with my blood, driving me closer and
closer to climax.
She
shifted, bearing down from another angle. The
pressure inside me altered, sending the thrill
of ecstasy through me. Her groin rasped gently
against my buttocks, tingling my already
sensitized skin. I heard her grunt and pushed
back against her hips, delighting in the
thankful groan that vibrated from her chest.
She
thrust harder against me, playing me like a
minstrel does his lyre, taking me higher and
higher with her phallus and her fingers. My cry
was muffled by my knuckles, the tang of blood
barely registering in my mind as the heavens
flashed before my eyes.
Torisie refused to stop.
She
pushed me, guiding me with the hardness of her
fingers and her teeth on my shoulder. She drove
her phallus harder, riding me through another
wave of intense pleasure. I felt her follow me,
the muscles in her buttocks tensing against the
hand that I had moved to pull her closer. She
came with a strangled shout, her sweat slick
against my skin.
She
collapsed atop me, her greater weight laying me
out on the bed fully, the sudden pressure from
her phallus wringing a shudder from my exhausted
body. We stayed together for a long time, her
phallus inside me, my hands entwined with hers,
both of us languishing in the heat of our spent
passion.
I
whimpered when she finally did move. She
wearily propped herself on an elbow, her hand
reaching down to gently extract her phallus from
my aperture. I jerked was I felt the hardness
of it being pulled out. She unbuckled the
clasps that held the phallus to her, dropping it
negligently onto the floor.
The
sting of tears blurred my eyes. I felt so
cherished and loved, yet I knew it was never to
happen again. She had paid for my virgin-price
and she had take what she had paid for, nothing
more and nothing less. The night that she had
me would be but a bittersweet memory to the
fantasies that I had conjured of her. A part of
me feared that I had fated myself to a lifetime
of servitude, for I swore there would be no
other that would arouse a minute portion of
passion that she had instilled upon me.
A
touch of cool fingers on my cheek brought me
face around. I bowed my head, unable to look
her in the eye.
She
did not allow me that grace.
She
tilted my head up to look her full in the face,
her stormy gray eyes tinged with ash white.
“Gizelle?”
I
said nothing and stared at her face, burning her
image into my mind.
Something settled in her eyes, bringing a smile
to her lips.
“Gizelle.”
Her
voice brought another bout of tears that I was
helpless to stop.
She
leaned her head against me, her teeth bared in a
smile.
“You
are mine. Only mine. I share with no one.” Her
eyes grew dangerous, as hard and cold as the
first time she had set eyes upon me at the
Midnight Masque. “I own you, your body, your
soul, your heart. I own your everything.”
I
cursed Dinah for being so cruel, for allowing my
one desire in the world to burn up like a
stuttering candle.
“I
own your marque, my Gizelle.” She kissed me
sweetly. “You are entirely mine, truly.”
I
had no way of knowing whether her word held
true. I didn’t want to. I trusted her word and
curled up in her arms, clutched to her like a
drowning person.
Slowly, fitfully,
I released myself to fall into the land of
restless dreams, the heat of her body and the
strength of her embrace soothing me into calm
oblivion.