Breathless
Part 1
by Lois Kay
Synopsis: 'Breathless' is a sequel to 'Hindsight', although I'd like to think those two stories can be read separately. 'Breathless' is about Lauren Darkwolf and Maureen Lawrence, whose personal lives are interrupted by the death of a young woman, her infant boy who survived and a trail of dangerous drugs that try to make their way into the heart of Oklahoma.
Disclaimer: This is an original work of fiction. Any resemblance to a person, living or dead, is purely coincidental. It portrays, probably, more than one loving relationship between consenting, adult women. If this is something you have a problem with or if you are not of age, in the state or country you live in, please, read something else. No hard feelings, I promise.
All feedback can be addressed to loiskay@cox.net
Part 1
It had not been the sound of spinning tires on
the dusty gravel road that had pulled him from sleep. Nor the veil of dust that
was kicked up in the air and slowly settled on the bushes at the side of the
road, coating their branches and leaves with a thin layer of grey and red,
making them look dry and withered. It had not been the sound of the startled
hawk, either, that had gracefully unfolded its powerful wings to push itself
away from the pole it had been perched on, basking in the warm Spring sun, until
the fast moving vehicle had scared it away. It was a scent that had been carried
through the warm air by a gentle breeze, tickling his nose until he opened his
eyes and lifted up his head, suddenly aware of his surroundings. The smell was
familiar and even though he was an old dog, his ears perked up while he
carefully sniffed the air, all traces of sleep disappearing when he growled deep
in his chest. Rising up from his spot underneath the old, half-rotten porch he
slowly made his way toward the source of the scent. His hind legs were stiff
with old age, but in spite of the discomfort he limped as fast as he could,
effortlessly finding his way through the high grass, still dry and brittle after
the Winter season in which there had been little precipitation. Although his
eyesight was practically gone, his ability to smell had not been affected by the
long years he had lived. It only took him a few minutes to reach the track where
the dust had settled, leaving the road quiet; a desolated strip of gravel cut
through the high plains of Oklahoma.
The dog’s low growl turned into a soft whine when he carefully approached that
which had drawn his attention. He cautiously sniffed around the large bundle on
the side of the road and sneezed when the scent violently tickled his nose.
Butting his nose against dark-colored fabric he let out a low bark, using one of
his front paws to scratch the rough, dust- covered texture. It did not budge
and, with an almost frustrated growl, he tried it again, with the same result.
Finally, a small movement made him almost jump back in surprise. Stiffly laying
down, he rested his nose, dusted with gray on his front paws, while his eyes
stared into the distance. He let out a deep sigh, the short burst of air kicking
up a tiny cloud of dust that slowly settled on an elegant brown leather shoe
that seemed completely out of place, laying on its side alongside the road.
#
Absentmindedly, Agent Lauren Darkwolf chewed on the end of a pen, while her eyes
studied the report she was holding in her hands. Halfway through, she sighed and
rolled her eyes, while her face showed a mixture of amusement and annoyance.
“What a jerk,” she mumbled when she was through and, with a sigh, she put the
sheet of paper back on the desk. “But then, we already knew that. Ah, well, more
paperwork, I guess.”
Lauren pulled her keyboard toward her and, just when she was about to start
typing, her phone rang.
“Darkwolf,” she spoke, while her hand was busy clicking through different
programs that had showed up on her screen.
“Lauren, did you get a chance to go through that report yet?”
“I just finished it, sir, and I’m about to reply to it.”
“Ignore it, Lauren,” Jack Wilson said, knowing the moment the words had left his
mouth, Lauren’s face would hold an expression of complete bewilderment.
“The guy withdrew the complaint.”
“Why?” Lauren frowned, leaning back in her chair and casting a look through the
window.
“Somebody reminded him about the fact he’d pulled a knife on one of our Agents
once and that, in the past, he has resisted arrest on more than one occasion. I
guess that helped him understand a false accusation against you would not help
his case.”
“He did? I didn’t know that,” Lauren drawled, wondering who had been able to dig
up that information so fast. She had only arrested the man in question the
previous evening. “Who did he pull a knife on?”
“Lawrence,” Jack Wilson answered and immediately Lauren smiled.
“Wrong person to mess with,” she replied and she could hear Jack Wilson chuckle.
“All that meth he’d been producing and using must have affected his brain,
otherwise you’d think he would have remembered her,” Jack Wilson sighed, very
happy with the arrest his Agents had made the previous evening. It meant another
huge meth-lab had been taken off the map and the producers and distributors of
the home-made poison would probably be spending a very long time behind bars.
“Well, thanks for letting me know in time, sir. I’m glad I hadn’t start that
report yet.”
“Go home, Lauren,” Jack Wilson spoke, knowing how many hours his Agent had put
into the case. “Relax and get some rest.”
“I might just do that,” Lauren nodded with a smile. “Thanks.”
“You bet. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
Lauren broke the connection and pushed back her chair, determined to leave the
building within the next five minutes. She had worked hard the weeks before the
team she had been leading had arrested the owner of the meth-lab and most of his
distributors. She had put in long hours and the little time she had spent at
home had been to get some much needed sleep. She had not been able to spend any
time with her family or friends.
Lauren sighed and rubbed her tired eyes. It felt like it had been months since
she had seen Maureen. The red-haired Agent had been very busy with her own
investigation, which had forced her to travel outside the city a lot. Every now
and then the two women had been able to talk on the phone, but those moments had
been rare.
Opening the top drawer of her desk, Lauren grabbed her cell phone and stuffed
the small device in the pocket of her windbreaker. She would take Jack Wilson’s
advice and take the evening off. She would go home, cook a decent meal and, who
knows, maybe she would be able to catch Maureen finally. It had been three days
since she had been able to talk to her friend and, deep down inside Lauren had
to admit she missed the red-head’s company, something she would not dare say out
loud. Not yet anyway.
“What? Leaving already?” the receptionist, Sarah Nichols, called out in
mock-surprise when Lauren passed her on her way to the exit.
Lauren smiled at the elderly woman and gave her a friendly wave.
“I know, it’s shocking,” Lauren nodded. “I’m almost scared to leave while it’s
still light outside.”
“You’ll be fine, sweetie,” Sarah laughed. “I know you can take care of
yourself.”
“If not, I’ll call for you,” Lauren promised with a grin, while pushing the door
open. In spite of her fatigue, there was a energetic bounce in the tall woman’s
step when she stepped into the sunlight. Tilting her head to the sky, she took a
deep breath and let the view of the endless blue sky seep into her senses.
Lauren Darkwolf had been raised by parents who had instilled a deep respect and
love for nature into their offspring, something she was very grateful for.
Nothing centered her more than being surrounded by nature. Even while being in
the city, Lauren only had to look at the ever changing sky to feel a quiet peace
settle deep inside of her, forgetting about the traffic on the nearby turnpike
or the stress of her job. She just soaked up the endlessness and with a small
smile she noticed a red-tailed hawk, high in the sky.
“Good hunting,” she whispered, before getting inside her car and starting the
engine.
Lauren had just eased her car into the rows of traffic on Memorial Road when her
cell phone rang. Immediately, she felt her heart skip a beat, but when her eyes
quickly scanned the phone’s display she could not help letting out a small sigh
of disappointment. When she realized who the caller was, however, she smiled and
pressed the ‘talk’ button.
“What a nice surprise,” she spoke into her headset, while her eyes never left
the road in front of her. With its many businesses and restaurants, Memorial
Road was always busy and one moment of inattentiveness could easily cause a lot
of problems.
“Hello, Lauren,” Gertrude Jensen’s voice sounded warm and friendly. “I was just
calling to find out how you’re doing. I haven’t heard from you in a while and
no, e-mail doesn’t count.”
“I’ve been so busy, my head’s still spinning,” Lauren answered. “But, hopefully,
I’ll get a few quiet days with nothing but paperwork ahead of me and who knows,
Gertrude, I might even get some rest,” she added with a grin.
“I hope you’re right, sweetie. I promised your mother I’d keep an eye on you.”
“You what?” Lauren asked, her eyes wide in surprise. “When did you see my
mother?”
“We talked, on the phone,” Gertrude answered. “We’ve been doing that ever since
we met, in December. I like your mother, Lauren, she’s a wonderful person.”
“I like her too,” Lauren mumbled, still trying to process what Gertrude had just
told her. Her parents lived near Grove, in the northeastern part of the state,
about a three hour drive away from Oklahoma City, where Lauren lived. Her mother
had never liked her being that far away and it made perfect sense she and
Gertrude would come up with a plan to keep an eye on the youngest Darkwolf.
“So, you and my mother, huh?” Lauren drawled, but Gertrude could hear the
amusement in her voice. “I should have known.”
“You’re too smart,” Gertrude laughed and Lauren smiled. Even though Gertrude
Jensen was more than fifty years older than she was, they had become very good
friends. Lauren admired the elderly woman for her spirit and wisdom and she
found her look on life and sense of humor very refreshing.
“It’s only a matter of time before June and I will have Maureen on our side as
well,” Gertrude continued, chuckling when she heard Lauren mumble something
unintelligible. “What was that, dear?”
“I said you’re counting on something that might never happen,” Lauren answered,
trying to keep her voice neutral, but Gertrude’s ears had picked up the
undertone of sadness and, unseen to Lauren’s eyes, she leaned back in her chair
and smiled.
“Lauren, honey, you’re not giving up already, are you?”
“I can’t give up on something that doesn’t exist,” Lauren sighed.
“Oh, but it’s there,” Gertrude smiled, realizing her young friend had to be very
tired to respond in such a discouraged way. “It’s just that both of you have
been so busy lately.” She paused for a moment, while quickly coming up with a
plan.
“Why don’t you come over here? Let me feed you, so I know you’ll get a decent
meal. You don’t have to stick around if you don’t feel up to it. After dinner,
you can leave, go home and relax. How about it?”
“That’s sweet of you, Gertrude, but I...”
“But what? It’s no trouble, Lauren, believe me. Hannah and Nicky will be home in
just a little while and with a little luck Rachel won’t be far behind. I’ve got
plenty of help here. Besides, the girls would love to see you, it’s been a
while. Nicky loves it when you tell her stories,” Gertrude played her trump
card, which made Lauren burst out laughing.
“Alright, alright, you win. You play dirty though, you know that right?”
“How do you think I managed to live this long?” Gertrude quipped and Lauren
could hear the smile in her voice. “Come whenever you’re ready and no, you don’t
have to bring anything, just yourself.”
“And she’s a mind reader as well,” Lauren sighed. “Alright, I’ll see you in
about an hour or so.”
“Thanks for humoring me, dear,” Gertrude spoke. “Drive safely.”
#
With an impatient gesture, Maureen Lawrence pushed back her long red hair, while
her green eyes, shaded by a pair of dark sunglasses shot a tired glance at the
digital clock of her car-radio. It had been a long week and she could not wait
to go home, take a long shower and kick back in her favorite recliner to watch a
movie or maybe even read a book. Ever since her divorce, it had been hard to be
alone. The long hours at work and the recent assignment had kept her away from
home a lot, which Maureen had not minded at all. They usually left her exhausted
at the end of the day and every night Maureen welcomed the fatigue, letting it
carry her into a deep sleep where there was no room for worrying thoughts or
regrets.
Maureen sighed and cast a frustrated look at her cell phone that was cradled in
its holder on the dashboard. It had been silent all afternoon. No word from
Lauren at all. A sudden wave of sadness made her briefly close her eyes in order
to fight the stinging sensations of tears welling up.
“I’m not going to cry,” Maureen muttered in a low voice, grinding her teeth in
determination. “I’ve been doing that enough already.”
Letting out a long, shuddering breath, Maureen squared her shoulders and lifted
her chin in an unconscious defiant gesture.
“I’ll have a decent meal in nice company, go home and relax. If Lauren DarkWolf
thinks I’ll be sitting around pining for her, she’s dead wrong.”
Happy with her newfound optimism, Maureen steered her car through traffic,
effectively pushing away images of a smiling, dark-eyed woman.
#
“My goodness, Granny, did you invite an entire army?” Hannah asked wide-eyed
when she entered the kitchen.
“Hello, Dear,” Gertrude smiled, lovingly patting her granddaughter’s cheek when
the blonde bent over to kiss her cheek. “How was your day?”
“It was busy,” Hannah sighed, kneeling down on the kitchen floor to untie
Nicky’s shoes. The toddler loved to run around barefoot and Hannah had learned
from experience that if she didn’t take off the little girl’s shoes, Nicky would
do it herself and there would be no way to find out where the shoes would end
up. “The best part of the day was actually clocking out and picking up this
little rug rat,” Hannah added with a smile, giving the little girl a quick hug.
“Hannah, cookie?”
“Half a cookie,” Hannah decided, knowing her Grandmother already had the treat
in her hand. “You’ll need to eat dinner soon, so we can’t fill up your belly
with all those goodies,” she teased, tickling the toddler.
Nicky squealed and wiggled away from Hannah’s grip, running over to Gertrude to
give the elderly lady a hug and to take possession of her cookie.
“I invited two guests,” Gertrude explained the presence of the large amount of
food that was either being cooked, baked or fried.
“Lauren and Maureen?” Hannah asked with a twinkle in her eyes. She knew her
grandmother was a little frustrated with their two friends. It was clear the two
women were kept apart by their work, but even on their scarce days off they
seemed to avoid each other, clearly afraid to explore the budding feelings
between them.
“Are you playing matchmaker again?” Hannah smiled, pouring herself a glass of
iced tea and sitting down at the kitchen table.
“No, sweetie, that’s not necessary. We all know they’re dancing around the
subject. The match is made, they just need a good shove in the right direction.”
“How do you plan on doing that?”
“By having them at the same table for a change. We’ll take it from there.”
“You’re wicked,” Hannah chuckled, taking a sip from her tea. “Has Rachel
called?”
“No, I haven’t heard from her.” Seeing the happy smile on the young blonde’s
face, Gertrude chuckled. “I guess that’s a good thing then?”
“Very good,” Hannah nodded. “She said she’d call if she’d be running late. If
she didn’t call, she might be home on time for a change.”
“Did that new Doctor start already?”
“Yes, he did, but Rachel wants to give him some time to get settled in. She’s
afraid that if they overwork him now, he might run screaming. He seems to be
doing a good job though, so hopefully she’ll get a little more breathing room
soon.”
“And the three of you can take that vacation to the Texas coast?” Gertrude
smiled, knowing how much Hannah was looking forward to that.
“Absolutely, Rachel and I are...” Hannah stopped in mid-sentence because she
heard the garage door shut and, with sparkling eyes, she pushed back her chair.
“Be right back, Granny,” she grinned, jumping up from her chair and heading
towards the hallway.
“A honeymoon is not supposed to last longer than six weeks, maximum,” Gertrude
called after the disappearing blonde. A loud snort, followed by a chuckle told
her Hannah had heard her and, with a smile, Gertrude took a sip of her tea. She
loved to tease her granddaughter, but, in the meantime, she made sure the young
blonde knew how much joy it brought her to see Hannah so happy.
“Precious,” she whispered, while her mind traveled back to the problem Lauren
and Maureen posed. And how to fix it.
#
An old Chevy Blazer carefully made its way down the road. The driver was
familiar with the uneven surface and had no desire to shake and rattle the
groceries that were stacked up in the back. Experience had learned a slow and
easy approach usually brought the more delicate ware home in one piece. Dealing
with dirt- and gravel roads was the price one paid when choosing to live in a
remote area. Brown eyes took in the rolling hills and waving grass in which the
wild flowers were starting to bloom. The view was worth having to drive down
three miles of non-maintained road.
As soon as the car rounded the last corner, the driver smiled when the large dog
slowly rose to its feet and its long, thick tail started a familiar wag.
Immediately, the smile disappeared when eyes fell on the small bundle at the
side of the road.
“What the heck?”
Pulling over, the driver killed the engine and quickly jumped out of the car,
almost running to where the dog was still standing over the bundle, as if he was
guarding it.
“Good boy,” Constance Perez mumbled, patting the large dog on his head. Her eyes
though were focused on the bundle of fabric that, almost imperceptibly, seemed
to move.
“Oh, Dios mio.” The woman swallowed hard and with trembling fingers she untied a
loose knot, peeling back the rough-textured fabric to be able to peek inside. As
soon as her eyes fell on the bundle’s content and her brain caught up with what
her eyes were registering, she sank through her knees, not able to remain
standing.
“Sweet Jesus,” she whispered, pushing a strand of black hair behind her ear.
“I’ve got to do something. I’ve got to do something,” she whispered, while her
eyes still rested on the bundle.
“Call the police,” she answered herself, pulling a cell phone from a clip on her
belt. “Call 911.”
#
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Lauren mumbled when she entered the cul-de-sac
where her friends were living. As soon as she had rounded the corner, her eyes
had fallen on a familiar dark-green Jeep Liberty. “Gertrude, what are you
doing?” she sighed.
For a brief moment, Lauren was tempted to put her car in reverse and back out of
the street. She could always call Gertrude with some lame excuse. Of course,
Maureen would probably see straight through that tactic. Especially, since the
red-head exited her car and was staring at her with a mixture of surprise, joy
and worry.
“Time to bite the bullet, Darkwolf,” Lauren told herself, parking her car behind
Maureen’s and slowly getting out.
“Hey, I hadn’t expected you here,” she greeted the red-head with an insecure
smile.
“Ditto,” Maureen answered, taking in the tall form in front of her with curious
eyes. Lauren looked good, as usual, but Maureen also noticed the tired lines
around her eyes and the way the dark eyes were avoiding hers.
“How have you been?” she asked in a soft voice, not aware of how the sun was
painting her hair into a golden red. Lauren did notice though and, all of a
sudden, she sent Maureen a warm smile, happy to see the other woman and pushing
away the questions as to why.
“I’m good,” she nodded. “I’m tired, but good. I’m done with that meth-lab bust
we did the other day. By the way, thanks for defending me,” she added, knowing
Maureen would understand what she was referring to.
“That guy is something else,” Maureen nodded with a chuckle. “He once pulled a
knife on me, the idiot. When he was yelling you had beat him up, I knew it
wasn’t true. I only had to remind him about our previous encounter and how it
had added to his time in the can to make him rethink his actions.”
“Well, I’m grateful because I wasn’t exactly looking forward to all the
paperwork.”
“Ugh,” Maureen pulled a face and laughed, which made her look a lot more relaxed
and younger.
“So, Gertrude lured you into a home-made dinner as well, huh?” Lauren smiled,
suppressing the urge to reach out and pull the other woman into her arms.
Maureen looked like she could use a hug. But fear took over immediately and,
with a small sigh of defeat, Lauren shoved her hands into the pockets of her
jeans.
“Yes, she did,” Maureen nodded, while they slowly made their way up the
driveway. “I love her cooking,” she added with a grin. “And it’s nice to see the
girls again. It’s been too long.”
“That it has,” Lauren nodded. “We work too hard.”
“I know. I’m planning to change that though. I need a vacation.” And guess
who’ll be coming with me, although she doesn’t know that yet.
“I guess I do, too. But there’s always something that comes up. I’ve been
promising my family for months to come home for a week or so.”
“Do you miss them?” Maureen asked, glancing at the strong profile of the taller
woman next to her. She knew that, as a rule, Lauren did not like questions that
were personal, but that was one thing that had changed between them over the
last few months; Lauren was willing to get personal, to a certain extent. It was
something Maureen saw as a huge victory and as a step in the right direction.
Winning Lauren Darkwolf over would be a long process that would require patience
and determination and Maureen had sworn herself she would acquire and cultivate
both qualities. It would be worth it.
“The kids grow up so fast,” Lauren sighed. “My sister-in-law emailed me last
week to tell me Joshua took his first steps. The last time I saw him, he could
hardly stand up by himself. I haven’t seen any of them in months.”
Maureen stopped in front of the door and half-turned so she could look at Lauren
whose dark eyes held a mixture of regret and sadness.
“What are you doing this weekend?”
Lauren’s eyes were captured by a pair of sparkling green ones and immediately
she felt her heart flutter in her chest.
“I’m not sure. There are still some reports I need to finish and...”
“And they’ll grow legs and walk off when you don’t?” Maureen asked with raised
eyebrows.
“I wish,’ Lauren answered with a soft chuckle.
Maureen smiled and, in an impulsive gesture put her hand on Lauren’s arm, giving
it a gentle squeeze.
“Go home,” she urged. “Leave early in the morning, so you’ll be there around
noon. Come back Sunday evening. Spend some time with your family before they
disown you,” she added jokingly. “It’s time to take some time for yourself,
Lauren. Even you need to relax from time to time.”
“What that does mean?” Lauren asked with a frown.
“It means you’re human,” Maureen answered. “You’re so damn conscientious when it
comes to work. It’s good to be loyal, Lauren, but you know as well as I do that
there’s always something. If it isn’t a drug-bust, it’s a murder or fraud or
identity theft. We finish one case and before we can take a breath, we’re in the
middle of a new one. Your paperwork will wait, believe me. It will be there on
Monday morning, whether you like it or not, but I bet it will be easier to deal
with it after you’ve spent some time with your family.”
Lauren’s dark eyes were pensive when she stared at the red-head who was looking
back at her with a fiery glare in her eyes. It made them look even greener and,
inwardly, Lauren smiled. She wondered if Maureen knew how attractive she was.
Her friend was right though, Lauren knew, facing work next week would be so much
easier if she would be able to go home, if only for a day or so. She did not
have to consider Maureen’s words for long.
“You’re absolutely right and I think I’ll follow your advice,” she smiled. “All
that paperwork can wait, I’m going home in the morning.”
“Good,” Maureen nodded with a small smile. Sometimes it sucked to be selfless.
How easy would it have been to ask Lauren to spend some time together, since,
for a change, they were both in town at the same time. But she cared for the
tall, dark-haired woman and she knew how much she missed her family. Maybe next
weekend...
“Come with me,” Lauren’s voice penetrated Maureen’s darkening thoughts and,
startled, the red-haired woman looked up.
“What?”
“Come with me,” Lauren repeated, while her dark eyes searched Maureen’s eyes for
an answer. “My family likes you and besides, that lecture you just gave me
applies to you as well.”
“Oh, ha ha,” Maureen snorted, laughing when she noticed the twinkle in Lauren’s
eyes.
“You know I’m right,” Lauren gently teased.
Maureen nodded and she cast down her eyes. She felt like she could drown in the
warm brown of Lauren’s gaze, but that was something she could not allow herself
to do. It was too dangerous.
“I...I’ve got a lot of things to do and...”
“Will those things grow legs and run off?” Lauren interrupted in a soft voice,
smiling knowingly when Maureen looked at her like a deer that was caught in the
headlights. The red-head was about to reply when they both heard somebody
opening the door they were standing in front of. It saved Maureen from answering
Lauren, but the dark Agent winked at her and just before the door was opened she
whispered:”We’ll talk about it later.”
#
“Lauwen, Lauwen,” Nicky cried enthusiastically when her favorite playmate
entered the room.
With a chuckle, Lauren knelt down and opened her arms to the toddler, who threw
herself into the warm embrace with reckless abandon.
“Umph,” Lauren breathed when she caught the little spitfire. “Look at you,” she
laughed, tossing Nicky up in the air. “You’ve grown. But you still have a
problem with the ‘r’, haven’t you?” she smiled, hearing Rachel chuckle behind
her.
“I think it’s cute,” Maureen spoke, while her eyes absorbed the happy scene in
front of her.
“It won’t be when she’s sixteen,” Gertrude spoke, drawing a laugh from Hannah,
who motioned Maureen to take a seat at the huge kitchen table.
“She’ll learn fast enough, Granny. Before you know it, she’ll be asking Rachel
for the car keys.” the blonde spoke.
“Isn’t that the truth,” Gertrude mumbled, winking at her granddaughter. She took
a seat across from Maureen and sent the red-head a warm smile.
“How have you been, sweetheart? It’s been such a long time we’ve seen you and
Lauren. Has work been that busy?”
“Crazy,” Maureen nodded. “The last few weeks I’ve been traveling all over the
State and I’ve hardly been home. I’m really looking forward to some time off.”
Gertrude’s eyes took in the face of the woman who was sitting opposite her and
she slowly nodded. The fatigue showed in Maureen’s face; it was visible in the
small lines around her eyes and the tired look in her green eyes.
“You look like you could use some rest,” Gertrude continued. “Do you have the
weekend off?”
Before Maureen could answer, Lauren, who was carrying a squealing Nicky in her
arms, sat down next to her and answered for her.
“She’s off,” Lauren nodded. “And she does look like she needs some rest. I’ve
been trying to tell her that,” she continued, giving the red-head a gentle nudge
with her shoulder.
“Listen who’s talking,” Maureen softly snorted, nudging Lauren back. The
dark-haired woman chuckled, pleased with Maureen’s playful reaction. It almost
made her feel giddy to see the sparkle return in her friend’s green eyes. She
had missed her during the last few weeks in which they had both been so
incredibly busy. Sitting next to Maureen, with Nicky in her lap, Lauren felt
relaxed for the first time in a long while.
“You look like you need some serious R&R yourself,” Gertrude smiled, pleased to
see the two women sit so close together. Watching their interaction strengthened
her belief Lauren and Maureen needed to be together and she was determined to
give them a gentle push in the right direction, if needed, like she had done
with Hannah and Rachel.
“I’m going home this weekend,” Lauren answered with a warm smile. “Someone
twisted my arm,” she continued with a sideway glance. “Although I’ll have to
admit it didn’t hurt.”
Maureen chuckled and she needed all her willpower not to lean against the taller
woman next to her. It was so tempting to lean a little closer to seek the warmth
she could feel radiating off Lauren’s bare arms and through the cotton shirt she
was wearing. By the way Lauren had pulled her long, dark hair back in a braid,
Maureen knew the other woman had enjoyed a shower before she had made her way to
Gertrude’s house. The combined scent of Lauren’s shower-gel and very light
perfume made her heart skip a beat and it was all Maureen could do not to let
out a frustrated moan. Why did Lauren Darkwolf have to be so darn attractive?
And why did she have to smell so great?
“Are you alright?” a gentle voice suddenly interrupted her thoughts and when
Maureen looked up it was in a pair of friendly blue eyes.
“Yes, yes, I was just...um...zoning out, I guess,” she stammered, sending Hannah
an apologetic look. “By the way, I like your hair,” she quickly changed the
subject. “Are you letting it grow out?”
“A little,” Hannah answered with a smile, raking her fingers through her blond
hair. “But, knowing me, I’ll get fed up with it soon enough and have it
chopped.”
“Hannah’s pwetty,” Nicky remarked, sending the blonde a beaming smile from the
confines of Lauren’s arms.
“She sure is,” the dark-haired Agent smiled. “So are you, little Missy.” She
tickled the toddler, who squirmed on her lap, while giggling loudly.
“Mommy too,” Nicky managed to cry out.
“Yup, Mommy’s pretty too,” Lauren laughed, winking at Rachel who was standing
behind Hannah, looking at their daughter with an indulgent smile. Playing with
Nicky made her realize how much she missed her nieces and nephews. The idea of
seeing them again soon was exhilarating.
“And Gwandma,” Nicky continued. “And Lauwen and Mauween.”
“Yup, let’s not forget Grandma and Maureen,” Lauren nodded while she glanced
aside to the red-head, who turned her head and looked at Lauren with a raised
eyebrow.
“It’s true,” Lauren nodded. “Tell her, Nicky.”
“Mauween is pwetty,” Nicky obediently repeated. “Weally,” she added with a nod.
Maureen laughed and reached out a hand to cup the little girl’s cheek. She
leaned forward and dropped a kiss on her silky, dark hair.
“Thank you, sweetie,” she whispered, acutely aware of Lauren’s close presence.
When she lifted her head their gazes locked and Maureen could feel her heart
skip a beat when she noticed the intensity in the other woman’s eyes. For a
brief moment, it felt like the world stood still, but then Lauren gave her an
almost imperceptible nod, accompanied by a small smile and Maureen slowly
exhaled. She felt a flush creep up her cheeks when she realized Lauren’s stare
had almost made her forget where she was. She had been so very close to leaning
forward and kissing the dark-haired woman on the lips.
Maureen took a deep breath in an effort to calm her racing heart and when she
looked up it was straight into Gertrude’s clear blue eyes. The elderly lady had
noticed the exchange and, for a moment, Maureen was afraid she would say
something about it, but to her relief, Gertrude sent her an encouraging smile,
before turning her attention to Rachel.
“How was your day, sweetheart?” she asked with genuine interest.
“Pretty busy,” Rachel answered with an answering smile. “It’s amazing how many
drugged-out teenagers we’ve been getting lately,” she said, while shaking her
head in disbelief.
“What kind of drugs?” Lauren and Maureen asked simultaneously, the latter one
rolling her eyes at her friend.
“Mostly Meth,” Rachel answered, taking a seat next to Hannah and draping her arm
around the backrest of her lover’s chair. “Yesterday, I saw a nineteen year old,
a student, whose friend had convinced him to try some home-made stuff, probably
some meth or xtc. When he came in his heart rate was 155,” Rachel sighed. “He
was gasping for breath and before we could stabilize him, he went into cardiac
arrest,” she added, shaking her head. “Can you believe that? Nineteen years
old?”
“Did he make it?” Maureen asked with a frown.
“So far,” Rachel answered. “He’s in the CCU, on a ventilator. It’s anybody’s
guess how he’ll come out of it, if he does at all, that is. I hate that stuff,”
she muttered. “I see so many lives destroyed because of it.”
“We’re working on shutting them down and, so far, it’s been quite a success,”
Maureen replied.
“I know, I read that in the paper the other day,” Rachel nodded. “I’m glad, I
really am. You guys do a great job.”
“We try,” Lauren sighed, remembering the skittish, hollow-eyed teen she had
arrested the previous day. The boy had been so bone-thin Lauren had been
hesitant to touch him, afraid she would hurt him if she did. But she had to put
him in cuffs, because he had been part of a small group of young people who had
created a meth-lab in the backyard of one of them. One look at him and she had
known he needed medical attention, but he had tried to resist arrest and had
left her no choice but hand-cuff him and put him in the back of a
police-cruiser. He had hardly been able to stand up by himself, but when one of
the uniformed officers had lead him away, he had violently cursed Lauren.
“Are you okay?” a gentle voice next to her softly asked.
“Just peachy,” Lauren smiled at Maureen. “Enough shop talk, what have you guys
been up to?” the dark-haired woman asked sending Hannah and Rachel a warm smile.
Lauren’s dark eyes traveled back to Maureen and she sent the red-haired woman a
barely visible wink. Maureen saw a flicker of mischief in her friend’s eyes and
she let out a soft chuckle. It had been a very obvious change of topic, but
their friends did not seem to mind at all. It was clear Lauren really wanted to
relax and talking about work would have the opposite effect, on both of them.
“Smart ass,” Maureen whispered.
Lauren just grinned and turned her attention back to Rachel and Hannah, smiling
when she felt Maureen lean in a little closer.
#
“Make sure noone crosses that tape and I mean, noone,” a gray-haired men spoke
in a solemn voice while pulling his hat deeper over his eyes. “This is way over
our head. I’ll have to call for help on this one.”
The young Deputy Sheriff, who was standing next to the older man nodded his
head, not able to let his eyes travel to the area that had been cordoned off
with the well-known yellow crime scene tape and that was being illuminated by
the bright floodlights on the police-cruiser’s roof. He had been the first one
to arrive at the scene, since he had only been a few miles away when the call
had come in. At first it had been hard to fully understand the distraught woman
who had placed the call, but after she had practically dragged him to the scene,
all of a sudden his training had kicked in and he had quickly called all the
appropriate departments, starting a wave of activity that would eventually reach
all corners of the state.
“Are you okay?” the gray-haired man asked, just before he turned to walk away.
He had known the young Deputy since he was a toddler and the paleness of his
face, combined with the perspiration on his upper lip and forehead had not
escaped his eyes.
“I...I’m fine, sir,” the young man nodded with more confidence than he felt.
Involuntarily, his eyes traveled to the area beside him, resting on the bulky,
cloth covered form on the side of the road. He swallowed hard and took a deep
breath, fighting the bile that rose in the back of his throat.
“You did a good job, Henderson,” the older man spoke with a nod, before turning
around and walking back to the police-cruiser.
Deputy Henderson’s eyes followed his superior officer to the car, wishing he had
never received the call, no matter how good a job he might have done. He knew
the images that had entered his brain that late afternoon would stay there
forever, although he would never admit that. He had to tough it out and pretend
the horror of it all had not affected him. He knew he was just a small-town cop,
but the people in the area counted on him to do a good job, even if the most
important thing he did was writing the occasional speeding ticket. He could not
afford to be afraid, especially not now, when evil had entered his jurisdiction.
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