10/27/05
by Sandra Barret
Disclaimer: This is an original work of fiction. All characters, world building, and story belong to the author.
Synopsis:
My name is Jade, and this journal has all my day to day dribble. How I live,
work, and shop, whom I eat, and how I deal with sharing this world with humans,
demons and various things in between. I've been dead for over 300 years, but
frankly, being a vampire has never been harder.
And to add to my stress, I have a vampire hunter with a bug up his ass over me,
just because I turned his wife. What can I say? She dug me. And my friends
wonder why I have attitude problems.
Feedback: Constructive comments and criticism welcomed at sbarret_fic@yahoo.com, and many thanks for reading.
September 16, 2005
Well, we've been through two lunar cycles now. Mona
pretty much snoozed through the entire first cycle.
She wasn't so lucky the second time around.
After the first transition, we took her to the
not-so-safe safe house. I figure it wasn't much of a
risk - no one would recognize her with the fangs and
the fur...or partial fur. Ugh - not a good look. I'm
not saying werewolves are all cute and fluffy, but a
half changed wolf? Unpleasant.
Se remained unconscious for two days. When the final
transition back to human came, she even slept through
that. Personally, I thought she was a gonner. Just
slipping into comas-ville. But Jackie sat vigil over
her until she was back in human form for good. And
then Jackie crawled into bed with her. I took that as
my sign to get the hell out of there.
Not that it helped. They showed up on my doorstep
(okay, maybe in my apartment, since Jackie still had
the spare keys) three days later when I got home from
work. You remember work, right? I managed to find a
temp job working nights in a warehouse. Not exactly
prime employment, but the bills ain't stopping. But I
digress.
With Mona in human form, Jackie decided to catalogue
Mona. Don't ask me why. But she wanted my help to
determine what were wolf characteristics, what were
morel, and what were vamp. To make a long, painful
story short - Mona's an enigma. She's got partial
wolf changes (more on that soon) based on a lunar
cycle. She's got trans-dimensional abilities, though
she can't trigger them at will. And she's definitely
got the blood craving of a vampire, despite her
still-beating heart.
And she's lost a lot of weight. I wouldn't say she's
exactly gaunt, yet. But she won't take blood, so that
leaves her surviving on human food and occasional raw
meat. It's keeping her alive, but she's hardly her happy-go-lucky plump self
anymore.
Oh, and she's a strong son-of-a-bitch now. I blame
myself for that (heh). I found out the hard way just
how strong she is, during her second lunar cycle. I
still have the bruises from that one. Mona was in a
panic that day, knowing what would happen once the sun
set, and the power of the moon came through at full
strength. Demon/mongrel mix that she is, she didn't
inherit any bravery from it all. Yeesh.
So we took her into the woods again, though it was
against her and Jackie's wishes. But I finally
convinced them a thrashing raving dimension-hopping
creature wasn't the best thing to have on your living
room sofa. When the transition came this time, it came
with a vengance. Mona's eyes turned first, a deep red.
Then with very little warning, she hopped in and out
of this dimension.
Jackie was in a state. She ran from spot to spot as
Mona appeared in this dimension, thrashing on the
ground and getting more and more wolf-like. At one
point, I thought she'd go to full wolf form and had to
hold Jackie back. If Mona changed in full, Jackie
would be dead before I could get to her.
But Mona didn't change, not completely. She settled
once again into a mangy half-wolf. Bipedal (mostly)
and stark raving mad. At least I thought so. Because
she remained conscious this time. Her fangs dripped
saliva as she howled. Jackie had the good sense
finally to hide behind me, but She-Beast Mona didn't
seem interested anyway.
Well, that's not quite true. She did stare at Jackie
for a good long time. And then she took off in the
opposite direction. And I took off after her. We
played a little hide and seek in the Arboretum. I
tackled her once when she veered too close to the edge
of the mini forest. That wasn't the brightest move I
ever made.
Because our dear She-Beast is effing strong. Wolves
are wolves, whether natural or unnatural. And I can
take a good half-pack in a pinch. But I had two
things going against me when I took down Mona - One,
she was still tall and bipedal, and two, I couldn't
just kill her. Not without suffering a long
explanation to Jackie afterward.
And Mona has vamp-strength now. Okay, she is (or would
be, if she'd only finish the change) a fledgling. But
I've been around for a wee bit of time, and my blood
carries that survival strength in it. I'm not saying
I'm Anne Rice hard-as-stone vampire girl (cuz that
just doesn't happen), but with age, comes power. And
some of that power is in Mona now.
So I got me some lumps for sure. Not that I didn't
give my fair share back. Well, more than my fair
share. I've got some tension to release, ya know? But
Mona survived and took the hint. No human buffets
tonight.
She went back into the woods and much to her surprise
(and mine) she found a pack of coyotes (in the
Arboretum? who knew?). I watched from a perch up in an
old maple tree while Mona gorged herself. She got a
few nips from the coyotes, but they were no real match
for her. But the interesting part - she didn't eat
them. A wolf would have eaten them, you see. But not
our She-Beast.
She drained them. After maiming the three or four that
she could before the rest scattered, she went back to
each one and sucked them dry. I dropped down for a
closer look. Not so close that she considered me a
threat to her food source, but close enough to see the elongated fangs of a
vampire come out and sink into each victim. Slurp Slurp.
Now don't get me wrong - I've had to partake of the
animal blood once or twice before, you know, to stay
alive. But it doesn't compare to human food. It's the equivalent of eating
poorly dried, beef jerky. Yeah, it might keep you alive, but it sure doesn't
compare to filet minon.
And there's no *cough* sexual element to draining an
animal (Thank the lord for small blessings). When a
vamp takes a human - well, it's arousing to say the
least. But an animal, that's just plain dull
sustenance.
But now, here's the odd thing. After draining the
fourth coyote, something very strange happened. Mona
started changing again. Even with the moon riding high
and clear, her body started to shift. She didn't pop
to another dimension, luckily, so I got to watch the
fur disappear, and the muzzle start to shrink. But it
didn't last. She lost some of that wild wolf look in
her eyes, but for the most part, she stayed a mongrel
for the rest of the night.
She didn't fare as well for the next two nights when
it came to non-human food sources. She did scare the
crap out of another werewolf on the last night. She
tore through his neck in no time. But I wouldn't let
her feed. Wow that pissed her off! But given her
precarious condition, I didn't think ingesting large
amounts of werewolf blood would be a good thing. Might
tip her over into pure wolf. Then I'd have to kill
her. Just, you know, on principle.
So we managed another cycle. Mona snapped out of it
the next day, but she remembered it all, I think. She
won't talk about it, but you can see that guilt in her
eyes that says she knows what she did. It's not the
vague fear of the unknown that werewolves get in human
form. The I-blacked-out-but-why-am-I-covered-in-blood-and-oddly-full
look. Mona's was more self-aware than that.
I didn't tell Jackie about the near transition back to
human. She's the one setting the limits on Mona's
feast days. Squeemish about her girlfriend munching
down on fellow humans and all that. But next cycle,
I'm all for a little experimentation. It's about time
Mona took some human blood. If she'll only do it in wolf-mongrel form, then such
is life.
My life would certainly get easier if I could tip her
over the edge into full vamp fledgling. All this
running around with a mutt is getting on my nerves.
TO BE CONTINUED
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